Monday, October 27, 2008

The Heart

My heart is heavy.

It's in pain, but the rest of my body is doing a good job of pushing it to the side and locking it up in the back.

So my heart is heavy, but not as heavy as it could be. It is what it is.


I Will Go Until My Heart Stops by *BatDesignz on deviantART

Monday, October 20, 2008

Meredith Monk

Weird, modern, contemporary art... but amazing music. absolutely amazing.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Blog Schmog

I was so good at keeping up with this over the summer (mostly because I had nothing else to do at work) but I've slowly faded from this thing.

I will not let this happen.

That said, can I just say how cool it is that I'm doing a project on Digg.com?

This is when I'm happy that I'm a Comm major.

Things have been going relatively well lately - which is excellent.

The wonderful thing about being an RA in an all Frosh dorm is that you're marveled at for everything and anything you do. Seriously. Want a self-esteem boost? Be an RA.

At the same time though, they watch every single move you make. This means if you even thought about bringing a member of the opposite gender home, not to do anything, just to hang out, you'll immediately hear whispers and giggles outside of your door.

But i think that also has to do with the fact that I live on an all girl's floor with 30 some girls. For a person like me who's grown up with boys, it's a trip, let me tell you. I'm learning a lot about my own gender. Odd, isn't it? It's also a weird excuse to me inexplicably girly - I didn't know that I was capable of it.

I missed a lecture today on nonverbal communication. Instead, I listened to my best friend talk me through how he's fed up with the pre-med track. He's done with taking classes where material won't be used when he becomes a doctor, and anyways, he'd rather go into health policy instead of being a doctor. He just felt that having a background in basic medicine through med school would be better.

Personally, he'd make a better lawyer.

I told him that.

He freaked out cuz that's exactly what his guru/shaman lady back home said.

I want a guru/shaman lady.

I've also been slacking on meditation and reading lately. I've been reading, but for class. I've been reading about nonverbal communication and how women are better at picking up subtle nonverbal cues than men. No shit. That's also a reason why I decided not to go to lecture. Sitting for 1.25 hours and listening to my prof about what nonverbal cues mean what was not as attractive as listening to my best friend go through a turning point in is life.

fo shiz.

Okay. I have to read about sex in the media now.

Oh Comm majors.

But before I go.

I'm obsessed with this new song by kina. I don't even know why. But it's been on repeat.

Off to Full Moon On The Quad to watch my freshmen kiss random strangers! holla

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Video Blog 4!

Video Blog 4!

HOLLA!



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